Devious Journal Entry

the old chinese saying and or curse of "May you Live in Interesting times" certainly applies right now
if at any time there was a feeling of the rope slipping through your fingers and the end is getting just a bit too close
then that's how things are right now. Have the feeling of needing to stand up and say very loudly It wasnt ME
dont blame me for it.

I think my guilt compex is showing through